Jeffrey Round's moving Threads- Paul Bellini - MyGayToronto
Jeffrey Round's moving Threads
4 Apr 2022.
The last few years have been tough for Jeffrey Round. The author, best known for the novel A Cage of Bones and the Dan Sharp mystery series, lost eight people in his life, including his mother and fellow writer R M Vaughan.
Writers deal with grief in one particular way - they write about it. In this case, Round has published a new collection of poems entitled Threads.
It would be a mistake to think that the poems are only about death and loss, however. For instance, I succumbed to a poem called “Nights of Pleasure (For Jon)”, that states, Nights of pleasure come
far fewer now
that I am old, amigo
But your cock inside me is duro,
a raging stallion
that makes me feel secure
and strong
And when you cum
my body fills with stars Has there ever been a more eloquent description of bottoming? Later, there is an entire section of poems about James Dean, featuring this marvellous passage:
I am a sad scout
a hustler of lost dreams
exhuming you
as you flicker and fade
before my eyes
trickling after you
to Eden or Marfa
Then comes the title poem, a haunting description of an incident in which a young Round witnessed a gay bashing, only to find out much later, in a letter published in Xtra! by a friend of the victim, that he had died of his wounds. At the time of the incident, Round was with a friend, a photographer named Ralph, and later discovered that Ralph too had died, of AIDS. As he stares at a photo that Ralph took of him, he remembers the gay bashing and the letter and Ralph taking the photo: As I pulled on the string of memory,
little by little I remembered:
that night outside Komrad’s,
the boy being kicked to death,
and Ralph taking my photo.
All the threads of my life stitched together,
and me pulling and pulling on them,
the fabric of my being shredding
and coming undone.
Threads is available from Beautiful Dreamer Press.